I don't like change.
I don't want to go to college and leave behind my youth.
I don't want to become an adult and work for a living.
I don't want to be called young lady.
I don't want to not be able to wear my make up in a certain way because society tells me i'm to old for it.
I don't want anymore yesterdays or tomorrows.
Today is just fine.
I wanna break every clock. and the hands of time will never move again.
Lets just make things.
Stop.
Sunday, 20 December 2009
Monday, 7 December 2009
the key to happiness.
i'm sorry i haven't written to you for a while my dear blog. But i have had a week as only i can.
It really all started with my last blog entry. if you have read it you will know i was getting sick and tired of my amazingly slow pc.
So i approached my complete techniphobe of a mother and told her it was becoming unbearable.
As all teenages know, there are always ways of getting what you want. Not that i'm encouraging it or anything... ;).
But as my friend bejaysus's father told me recently he knew a man who could help. I called him and he had it fixed in ten minutes! I was amazed.
I have been locked out of my pc for years (my sister made a account i couldn't access and then forgot the password. Luckily i created a guest account.
I'm not sneaky at all) and it was fixable in minutes... Well i was extremely grateful, he asked me if i wanted me to take it with him and fix its speed. (he was an odd man though.. He stood up from my pc cupping his hands and i asked him if he had a spider.. And he jumped
out of his skin and screamed where?! My mother explained i just thought he had one.) So he took it with him and that was that. The next night i was just dozing off when the phone rang (1.30 am!!) and a house my mother looks after alarm was going off. And we had to go check it out. I only went to protect my mother, (leaving out the fact i hid behind ma..) and of course no one was there. So it was all a tiring waste of time.
The day the pc was due back, i recieved a call from oddman and he informed me he broke my pc.. Not by fiddling but by tripping over the cat and smashing it. He appolagized profusely but i was okay i just laughed. He assured me he would get me a newer better one.
Then the very next day i broke my phone.. This saddened me because now i had no phone or pc and sleep deprivation. (the alarm kept ringing me late!!) and i suddenly realized it was really sad i felt angry just because i didn't have my technoligy. People managed before it all didn't they? Money can't buy you happiness the saying goes. But i'm writing this on my brand new phone feeling quite content and i have to disagree. I think material things do bring happiness even if only for a short time it's better then nothing.
Yours faithfully Jessy xx
It really all started with my last blog entry. if you have read it you will know i was getting sick and tired of my amazingly slow pc.
So i approached my complete techniphobe of a mother and told her it was becoming unbearable.
As all teenages know, there are always ways of getting what you want. Not that i'm encouraging it or anything... ;).
But as my friend bejaysus's father told me recently he knew a man who could help. I called him and he had it fixed in ten minutes! I was amazed.
I have been locked out of my pc for years (my sister made a account i couldn't access and then forgot the password. Luckily i created a guest account.
I'm not sneaky at all) and it was fixable in minutes... Well i was extremely grateful, he asked me if i wanted me to take it with him and fix its speed. (he was an odd man though.. He stood up from my pc cupping his hands and i asked him if he had a spider.. And he jumped
out of his skin and screamed where?! My mother explained i just thought he had one.) So he took it with him and that was that. The next night i was just dozing off when the phone rang (1.30 am!!) and a house my mother looks after alarm was going off. And we had to go check it out. I only went to protect my mother, (leaving out the fact i hid behind ma..) and of course no one was there. So it was all a tiring waste of time.
The day the pc was due back, i recieved a call from oddman and he informed me he broke my pc.. Not by fiddling but by tripping over the cat and smashing it. He appolagized profusely but i was okay i just laughed. He assured me he would get me a newer better one.
Then the very next day i broke my phone.. This saddened me because now i had no phone or pc and sleep deprivation. (the alarm kept ringing me late!!) and i suddenly realized it was really sad i felt angry just because i didn't have my technoligy. People managed before it all didn't they? Money can't buy you happiness the saying goes. But i'm writing this on my brand new phone feeling quite content and i have to disagree. I think material things do bring happiness even if only for a short time it's better then nothing.
Yours faithfully Jessy xx
Wednesday, 2 December 2009
Annoyances.
Good afternoon.
Ha, how posh.
See when i say annoyance, what i really mean is mothers.
Why oh why can't i have a normal mother? I know every teenager says this. But really they don't understand untill they have met.. What polite name can we call her? Lets go right on ahead and call her Teresa. (Like sorta mother nature if you catch my drift?)
Now what was i saying? Ah yes i remember, my mothers wierder then yours. (na na na nana....) You can come complain to me when your mother starts running round the garden in a whte dressing gown making ghost noises at 12.am. When i ask her what she thinks she's doing she replys "I wondered if our geese (pets and friends) would think i was a ghost." Yes oh yes, true story. Or when she's walking round the supermarket (rare occurance in our house!!) farting like a 83 year old lady who has lost her sence of hearing and apparently sight judging from the strange looks we recieve me telling her to BE QUIET YOU FILTHY OLD TRAMP! And getting "Jess. I really think your making a scene ;)."
Its truly not fair. I should not have to put up with this from a grown woman!
Well in truth these things make me laugh as i love my mumma. The true annoyances lie in her wierdo hippy way of thinking. And the fact she won't give me her origanal 60's coat :(. But really her way of thinking. Like the fact i am not allowed a pc in my room. I mean honestly how last century. Does she think i'm looking at porn? I'm nearly 16 for goodness sake.
ha. Poor mother. When i'm gone all she'll have is a ferret in her bed to keep her company. But still i want my own pc that i can actually listen to music on, and watch videos and doesn't take three hours to load up so i want to throw it out the window. Is that so much to ask for? Ohh and world peace ;).
Peace out muvva*BEEEEEPERS* ;)
Yours faithfully.
Jessy.
Ha, how posh.
See when i say annoyance, what i really mean is mothers.
Why oh why can't i have a normal mother? I know every teenager says this. But really they don't understand untill they have met.. What polite name can we call her? Lets go right on ahead and call her Teresa. (Like sorta mother nature if you catch my drift?)
Now what was i saying? Ah yes i remember, my mothers wierder then yours. (na na na nana....) You can come complain to me when your mother starts running round the garden in a whte dressing gown making ghost noises at 12.am. When i ask her what she thinks she's doing she replys "I wondered if our geese (pets and friends) would think i was a ghost." Yes oh yes, true story. Or when she's walking round the supermarket (rare occurance in our house!!) farting like a 83 year old lady who has lost her sence of hearing and apparently sight judging from the strange looks we recieve me telling her to BE QUIET YOU FILTHY OLD TRAMP! And getting "Jess. I really think your making a scene ;)."
Its truly not fair. I should not have to put up with this from a grown woman!
Well in truth these things make me laugh as i love my mumma. The true annoyances lie in her wierdo hippy way of thinking. And the fact she won't give me her origanal 60's coat :(. But really her way of thinking. Like the fact i am not allowed a pc in my room. I mean honestly how last century. Does she think i'm looking at porn? I'm nearly 16 for goodness sake.
ha. Poor mother. When i'm gone all she'll have is a ferret in her bed to keep her company. But still i want my own pc that i can actually listen to music on, and watch videos and doesn't take three hours to load up so i want to throw it out the window. Is that so much to ask for? Ohh and world peace ;).
Peace out muvva*BEEEEEPERS* ;)
Yours faithfully.
Jessy.
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